i feel ugly, i dont deserve my boyfriend. i'm an evil witch compared to him. he deserves so much better. i can believe i hurt the one person i loved the most.

f0r3vuR p0Pularzz :-(

i feel like a robot,, but not even the helpful kind

i love him, i love him so much. but sometimes despise him, for continuing being with me.

[jan 13th 2024,, 11:16] why can you just break up with me, why do you keep giving me chances everytime i fuck up. this should've been your last straw, WHY.DO.YOU.KEEP.GOING. i've done enough damage, why do you keep making decison that hurt you? why can't you just find someone better? i'm not a good person, this just proves it. look. it's not your fault. some people are just born broken. you tried so much,which just proves my point: i am unfixable.

[jan 13th 2024,, 11:31]
STOP STOPSTOP OH MY GOD IM SO FUCKING UGLY WHY CANT YOU JUST LEAVE ME PLEASE I DESERVE TO SUFFER WHY ARE YOU WASTING YOUR TIME TORTURING YOURSELF BEING AROUND AN UGLY GREMLIN LIKE ME. YOU HAVE OPORTUNITY;TAKE IT FOR GOD SAKES.

[jan 24th 2024,, 16:41]
what am i supposed to do, i dont know, i feel worthless, i dont know what i wanna do in the future and even if i do there's still a higher chance of me being rejected.